An Eye for an Eye

After more time in Moldova, I feel more excited to blog about all the exciting things! I am still doing the language classes 6 times a week and continuing to do what business classes or cultural classes that come up. The language will be an uphill battle for a while as if I just entered a war zone where I feel I will make it to the top of the hill then something will knock me straight back down. Taking it step by step and hoping to graduate pre school level speaking soon! We had a cultural class yesterday learning about the history about Moldova and it was informative in the sense that it provided a perspective not only to the historical side of things, but how the people felt in that time. In America we stand by the stance that nothing is impossible and there is hope for change or reform everywhere you turn. Learning a bit more of their history showed me that hope is defined differently here. That may  not make sense completely, but I am learning to look at it from their standpoint a little bit more. With every culture there needs to be discovery and that is usually why I am silent at the beginning to learn all that I can to truly understand what is going on. It's funny because after spending a lot of time in Brazil, I have found I am in a completely opposite culture than Brazil. Brazil is all about gestures and overfilling you with love in more ways than none. You just learn that you don't need a bubble around you in Brazil because you will become close with everyone right off the bat. Here it is a more introverted culture as I mentioned before, so you have to peel away the personalities piece by piece like an onion. On the surface I think I understand then something happens and I realize I don't have a clue. It's a fun challenge.

An exciting update as well is that I will get to find out my site placement on Thursday! I will get to figure out where I will be living/ working for two years. I am nervous, anxious and excited. I will also be visiting the site on my own over the weekend, so I can see first hand in a week what that will look like. Eek! Here in my current village I was able to go work at the vineyard and pick cherries off the trees. Still amazed by how hard working everyone is here to maintain their gardens and such. Such an interesting dynamic that is put forth. The culture of wine here is fascinating with such pride each family has for the homemade wine and desire to share it. It is appreciated much more knowing that it was made by the family. They also have cheese here that is homemade and it is delicious. My family makes great cheese! Yeah I'll brag for them!

There is so much mystery for what lies ahead. I have ideas in my head for things I would like to implement during my time here, but I also know that nothing I have in mind could happen. I literally have not a clue what to expect for the next few months. It is all surreal really. It is rewarding to know that I will have the influence to make a difference however I suit fit. I am in control of how this experience goes and I will fail more than once and have to bounce back with grace. HA.. well I'll probably bounce back with humor, let's be honest. If there is anything I can take from Brazil it is that you need humor all the time and even when you just want to run the opposite way in a full sprint, I have to find a way to laugh through my mishaps. I am confident in the direction that I am going currently. Oh... also what I find extremely empowering is this let girls learn campaign that is fronted by Michelle Obama. I find the concept of this mission important in so many ways. After being here for some time, I have found the importance of this mission more so than I expected. Having been part of leadership programs fronted for promoting female empowerment all my life without knowing it, especially in college (thanks coach!), I have realized that I took those little lessons for granted. There is so much to be done in this category that excites me in so many ways to spread my knowledge on that. Also, I am learning the importance of the guys influence on this subject matter. I am lucky to have a great group of other volunteers here who have something more diverse to offer as well as having an awesome support network.

Basically I'm learning a new lesson everyday and breathing in this moment now for I know that I will have a lot more to inhale soon.

Here is music that inspires me this week. I seem to have a new song every week lol.

"Life can be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." - Soren Kierkegaard